"As Is"

"Hi Safwin. Your make up is superb. Everyone wanted to know how you managed to transform me into a lovely maiden...he..he..he.."



That is part of the sms I received today. So glad Sharon a.k.a Sara loved it. I'm glad ppl around her loved it too. She's actually my cousin's boyfriend's cousin. I was quite nervous to make her up for her reception because she will be wearing saree. I must admit that I am quite weak to make hair do. I prefer wearing tudung. I love playing with tudung and try to make ppl look good in tudung. Anyway, I managed to make Sara look beautiful. And most importantly she loved it.


Despite of doing make up for many many many many times, I still feel that I need to take a pro course or something to make my skill better. I never satisfied with my skill eventhough most of my client loves it. For me I need to learn and keep on learning. Coz make up is just like fashion. It will keep on changing. So my foundation must be very strong. Eventhough I had 2 certificates from different 'cikgu', I still feel there is a need to keep on learning. InsyaAllah.


I'm giving myself say 3 years to actually have a 'Bridal & Boutique'. I'm praying and working hard to materialize it. With the support of my siblings and family, insyaAllah it will come true. The mistake I did was not having a dream and plan. Well, ppl learn from mistake. It is definately not easy to be successful. It will definately consume more time, energy and most importantly money. But above all this, it must start off with a dream follow by a plan. That's how it's gonna work and that's how I'm going to make it work.


Wish me luck....Hehehehe....

1) Kakak - Kakak admitted to SMC this morning due to some infection in her usus. She was ok when she had her breakfast kat Kapar Town but later she complained 'sakit perut' to the extend nk jalan pun susah. Her papa and mama bawak gi clinic and later was refered to SMC. The doctor took her blood for blood test. The result should be out soon.

I dont really like menunggu org sakit ni. Kita pun bole sakit. Letih ooo... Menjaga org sakit memerlukan takan kesabaran yang tinggi. Which I dont think I have that. Hehehehe







2) Acai - From my previous post I mentioned that I visited Rumah Kanak2 Tengku Budriah. Well, supposedly there is another visit today (dept lain yg buat, I jer sesibuk nk gi lagik) however it is postponed to next month. Sedey gak la.. Sebab I'm looking forward nk jumpa Acai. My fav. Well it is more like I'm his favourite. Heheheh. Comel kan.. Masa gi sana he will never let me go out of his sight. Nk dukung la segala bagai. And jgn harap budak lain can seat beside me. Mmg dia tak bagi.
Just look at him. Isn't he so adorable. Cuteeee. Jatuh cinta trus ngan mamat kecik sorang nih. Hihihihihihih. I still dont know his background. But I will definately find out. I'm so in love with this cute little boy.




3) Alisa - Mawar's dotter confirm kena undergo chemotheraphy. Oh dear!. I tak bole tgk my late mom chemo apatah lagi a cute-not-yet-3 years old gal. Mmg hebat dugaan ALLAH bagi kat mawar. Apa2 pun, usaha la selagi terdaya. 1 advise from me Mawar, pls dont take any susu kambing kononnya utk cure the CA. NEVER!!. I've seen what susu kambing can do to a CA patient. It make the CA worse!! So please. Get away from susu kambing.

Lama seh tak update blog. Here are some things in my life lately.

1. Charity - Visited Rumah Kebajikan Kanak2 Tengku Budriah at Cheras last Saturday. Penat nak mampos. But I had fun. Seronok melayan budak2 yg kurang nasib baik. This event organized by ECCO (E-channel Menara) and Magic Inc (MGCC-Bkt Jelutong). Every month Maybank will send representative to tmpt nih. Those kids pun mmg expect Maybankers to come every month to pampered them with love.

2. Alisa - Mawar's dotter. She was diagnosed to have a tumor dlm kepala. Tumor sebesar RM0.50 tu MIGHT have CA cells. The tumor was successfully removed last Friday. Todate I still haven't got the time to visit her. I will be taking leave this Wednesday to pay her a visit at Damansara Specialist Hospital. To Mawar, byk2 bersabar. Allah takan duga kalau umatnya itu tak dapat menerima dugaan itu. U are strong that's why u are chosen to be tested with all this.

3. Transfer - I might got the transfer I wanted (siap gaduh dgn bos tuh). Well, at least that's what my boss informed me last wednesday. However, on Friday my bos said to me... 'I might have to think it over again. I think I need to do Isytiharah on whether shall I release u or not'. Eh!!! Hampeh gler... He IS ALWAYS like that. What ever it is, memana pun sama sebenarnya. Mana you campak pun I will still do my job. But it would be better kalau I can gain new experience. Cuma kalu tetiba my tahap kebohsanan melanda... Well.. be prepared my dearest bos. I sometimes do what I myself dont expected. Heheheh

4. Unsolve issues - My biggest and most critical problem have reach the max (I think...). I still have yet to find the solution. Truth is I have no idea how to live for the next 3 months but I do hope it can be solved by then.

5. Unwanted dreams - At this point of time I dont see the importance of having you in my life or in my dreams. However, it seems that you are appearing in my dreams more than you have in real life. Truth is I dont need you to colour my dreams. My dreams would be better without you. (I hope). So please...shhyyyuuhhh!!!

6. Unhealthy 3 weeks - I have not visited FF for the past 3 weeks (or more??). I was so busy sampai tak sempat 'fikir' bila nk gi (Yeah! blame it on your schedule!!!). So basically i'm taking leave this wednesday not only to visit Mawar's dotter but also to visit my RM155-monthly-fee-fully equip-sweating place. Hehehehe.

That's all folks...!!! See ya

Have you ever feel that you really know someone but in reality you dont?

Have you ever feel that he's the one but it turn out to be otherwise?

Have you ever hope to forget bout him but his image is glued to your mind?

Have you ever hope that he will not be the one but at the same time you know that only him can make you happy?

Have you ever try to avoid him but whenever you see him your heart will immediately stop functioning?

Have you ever hope that you can erase all the mistakes you've done and forgive each other?

Have you ever wish that you did not have a fight with him and everything is back to normal?

Have you ever wish that you didn't meet him at all so that you dont have to go thru all the pain?

Have you ever???.....Well....I Do....

I do hope I can forget bout him forever. It's been 4 years...It's time ( I said that every year for the past 4 years)

I do hope any of us can end this fight. I tried. But both of us just too stuborn!

I do hope I dont have to see his face anymore.

But at the same time I do hope that we can be friends again....

Truth is I dont know what to hope. But I do know that this is killing me. The time will come. Either I go... or you...

I was on leave last Tuesday to accompany Ocha to one of the Fitness Center in Bukit Tinggi. FF in Bukit Tinggi is nothing compared to TF in USJ. TF is like damn so canggih and so class place to get healthy. I was forced (in a way) to go to TF coz was trying to help one of my friend who worked there. They have this quota that the have to meet daily (or is it weekly??). So pretending to be her client, I was brought for a tour in that 3 storey building. Like I said, I was impressed with almost everything there. The equipment, the saunas, jakuzi, steam room etc. Even their dance room (they have this bollywood dance, techno dance dan byk lagi). Maybe I was amazed because that was my first time ever visiting a fitness center. I dont know that you can have fun trying to be healthy. But the fees is kinda 'membunuh'. Especially if you sign up for the personal trainer. I dont know that the fee is membunuh until I visited FF in Bukit Tinggi.

I have to admit that FF is nothing compared to TF (the surrounding i mean). But they have all the baiscs that you need to be healthy. Best thing is, the fee is much much more affordable. Truth is, the whole package of TF is as good as if you enroll yourself at SlimWorld etc. YES! U heard me rite!. But in FF, the admin fee and registration fee is only RM167 (April Promotion). YES! and they dont force you to pay using your card like TF did. TF will charge it to your card under installment. Which mean they have already took up the total amount from the credit limit. But not with FF. The best thing that I like most bout FF is that they allow you to 'freeze' you subsciption up to 12 months (as what the representative said). This is very useful when it comes to fasting month which obviously no one will want to sweat on a threadmill.

Enuff with that. Later in the evening, we (ocha, B2 and tukang sibuk a.k.a yah and me) went to Sunway Pyramid. That was ocha's first visit since the new wing opened. It was my second. The initial plan was to eat at Subway however the tukang sibuk a.k.a yah suggested we try the newly open fast food restaurant called Wendy's. Heavenly superb!. We ate the burger. Yah took 1 slice and I insisted Ocha to take 2 slices burger. We also ordered brocoli and cheese potato baked and chili (NO! not chili sauce...it's chili). Cewah!!! konon macam tau apa kebenda Chili tu. If not because of Ocha's recommendation (more like paksaan) I will never know the wonderful, superb, marvelous taste of that chili. Credit to Ocha! Yeah...I have to admit that she got the taste and she knows what her siblings like and dislike.

Since I still have the Subway promotion voucher (thanks to Jeffrey), we decided to take away Subway. Not only that, we also tapau J.CO. Yea..J.CO. Call me jakun but this is my first time eating it. I've tasted Big Apple and trying J.Co lak since namanya menjadi sebutan lately. My opinion... I think I like Big Apple better. But J.Co still not bad. Bole la. But Dunkin doughnut is wayy out of the topic. Hehehhe. Kinda lupa daratan huh??!!

Actually there are numbers of kedai makan yang buat we meleleh air liur. Byk gler ok! Nasib perut and poket ada hal limit. Kalu tak... GONE!. So we decide to try Carl's Junior this saturday. Yup, this saturday. No more IKEA weekends. Welcome PYRAMID weekends. Of course if we talk bout Carl's Junior standard, we have to bring along...not you YAH! heheh... we have to bring along our banker... the one who obviously will pay the bills. Yg Berhormat AZUL...Muahahha.

Will upload the pic later. TBC......

Yeah! 2 weeks no update. Been busy lately. Sooo many things happened. My precious WMF2809 pay his visit to his doctor twice this month. 'Workshop Pakcik Mat' is his usual clinic. The first visit due to the timing belt a bit 'tegang' (as what pakcik mat said). So he had to longgar kan a bit. I guess the timing belt is just like me. I was a bit 'tegang' with some things for the past couple weeks. The second visit was because some 'pengcungkil amatur' yg tidak berjaya mengcungkil kereta ku. Alhamdulilah they failed to cungkil the car but their action caused me to repair the door as it can't be open neither from outside nor from inside. Kesimpulannya kereta tak bole bukak pintu. So again, klinik pakcik mat la arah dituju....heheheh.

Since early March a collegue of mine was on MC and later was admitted to hospital. He'd been suffering from gall stone. He went thru few times of checking here and there and finally the doctor decided to laser him. So after all the lasering , home rest for 2 weeks. This is where 'MY OWN' timing belt started to feel 'tegang'. All his work load transfered to me. Well, actually to me and my other collegue. Both of us shared his load. Statistically my work load increase by 37% (statistic given by my bos actually). Not to mention that I am one of MGCC Magic Inc committee and we were busy with our 'Chocolate Fool Day' event. Will explain that later. Going back to the extravaganza work load that I had, I'm amaze that I actually managed to do all the work. Despite of the complaint I made to myself everyday without fail, I still manage to do it. Of course la I have to sacrife my weekend. No more 'IKEA' weekends for me. For the past one month, no more leisuring, lepakking and day dreaming at IKEA. Man!! I missed that! My weekend = struggling in the office.

This was the ad for the chocolate fool day. 'Fool' day is simply because this chocolate was distributed on the April Fool day itself which is yeterday. Hell memenatkan!!. Imagine to distribute almost 1 thousand boxes to the whole office. Of course with the help of other committe (other committee mostly helped on the distribution part jer, the packaging part biasa la... muka2 wanita2 jer yang buat) Packaging was the most leceh part. But overall it was ok. We managed to get some good profit out of it. No bad...!!!

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