Saturday, March 15, 2008

What women should have and should know

0 comments Posted by Xpin at 12:27 PM

A friend emailed me this. Worth reading....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needsto...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to seeher in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... ..
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, thatwill make her guests feel honored...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a feeling of control over her destiny.

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself.

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruiningthe friendship..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY... the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more... and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...

 

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Sorry

0 comments Posted by Xpin at 11:13 PM

For the last few days, I sleep with kakak in her room. Adik sleep with my sister in my room. Adik’s having selsema so aircond is total no-no. Last night, I slept early. Well not that early. Around 11 pm. Kakak came in later. Of course la I tak sedar. Tidur mati. But tgh malam ada la terjaga. Coz I heard kakak like bunyi2. That’s not something new coz almost every nite she will have the bunyi2 and then she will sleep back. However last nite slightly different. After the bunyi2, silence for a while. Tetiba jaga dia dah kat sebelah.

“Kakak tak bole tido bie…”
“Laaa… naper lak? tadi ok jer…dah gi tdo…”
“Tapi kakak tak bole tido”.
“Gi la baring dulu… nanti tido la” Talking to her with my eyes close.

Kakak pun gi baring kat tempat tido dia.

“Bie bukak lampu… kakak tak bole tido”
“Kalau bukak lampu camne nak tido?”!!
Menggelegak dah nih!. I raised my voice to kakak. Then she started crying. Dah mula la tu…. Lagi kuat dia nangis lagi kuat I scolded her. (Apa nk jadi aku nih!). Then I told her if you want the light I have to get out from the room as I cannot sleep with lights on. Then she increase her crying volume. ARRGGHHH!!..

“Bie nk tido la kakak. Esok bie keje. Paham tak? Malas la nk layan kakak” (I cannot believe I said that!!) So I bangun wanted to go to the toilet. Lagi kuat dia nangis. Dia ingat I wanted to leave her there. Later mama dia terjaga and kuar tanya kenapa?. Masa tu la baru tersentak!! (Yup… tersentak/tersedar masa dlm toilet)

1.Yang aku gi gaduh dgn budak umo 7 tahun kenapa? Sian dia.
2.Apsal tetiba tahap kesabaran merundum?
3.For all this while I allow kakak and adik to share bed with me, but why not now?
4.Pity her. Tah2 dia kena ‘kacau’ ke. Lately kan she don’t want to talk about ‘it’.

So pagi tadi before off to work, I kinda wake her up. Just to say that I’m sorry. Sorry I yelled at her. Sorry that I raised my voice, sorry that I don’t even think to offer her to share the bed with me. And most of all, sorry for not understanding her…

SORRY KAKAK!!!

 

Friday, March 7, 2008

Bila nak saksi....???

0 comments Posted by Xpin at 10:46 PM

Di kala kebohsanan.......


 

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