"As Is"

Mimpi apa tah hari ni nk gi keje pki baju kurung. Actually dulu hanya 2 perkara that will make me wear baju kurung to work. First during Ramadhan. I dont know why terasa kealiman menyelubungi diri bila tiba Ramadhan. Infact during college time pun mmg akan pki baju kurung everyday ke class. Like so alim gitu. Terbawak2 la tabiat tu smpi keje. You will be looking at the ayu me for the whole month. Next is when I terbabas tido and no baju to wear therefore baju kurung menjadi mangsa. (Sbb baju ni the material tak payah iron). Actually thats what happened today. Tido terbabas. Nk cepat pki baju kurung. Lagi pun mmg lama tak pki baju kurung tanpa sebab.

Sampai keje jer everybody was like....wah... pesal ko ayu ari nih?. Pesal nmpk lain hari ni? Pesal tu... pesal nih. Ayooo!... Wa pki baju kurung je la... It is not big deal. (Nmpk sgt wa brutal smpi pki baju kurung pun org tegur). But it was really uncomfortable for me today. Today is the day that I have to do a little bit of running here and there. To settle things that I am not supposed to settle. Smpi ada org tegur, apsal cam semacam je? That obvious huh? Siap pesan lain kali pki jeans jer la. Cam biasa. Baru senang skit. Caitsss!!

Lepas lunch ada meeting. Calls ada lagi 6 tak buat. Actually nk buat awal2. But tetiba tmpt gua tak bole bukak system. Nk tunggu org IT rectify the issue? Minggu dpn pun tak tentu. Nk tumpang kat tmpt geng lain, dorang tgh buat keje. Maka terpaksa la singgah office esok sambung that 6 calls. Jap jer. Pastu merapu kat comments tu....Done. Monday leh hantar. Meeting ended at 5 something. Ingat nk balik la. Ocha minta tlg amik kakak dari sek agama. Tapi tak bole. Gua nk attend briefing dari big big bos gua. Actually apa yang dia nk cakap tu wa dh dgr kat Langkawi. But wa berminat nk tau how he will handle the staffs here considering that they... I mean we had been demotivated since last 4 years. He is very much aware of the situation but like I said, I am more interested to actually hear what he is going to say.

He handled it quite well. For me...very well. But I must admit that some of the staffs dont understand what he was trying to say. You see, he is the kind of person who dont give a straight 'no' to the face. His PR skill is good. Selalunya org kat level dia ni cam hampeh skit. Tak payah gi jauh la. Bos2 yang bawah dia pun mmg mostly hampeh. I can barely heard a single negative word from his mouth. Oh! I actually cought 1 word. Which is 'problem'. ( I cant believe I said this. I actually QAed my bos) Hehehe. He will never use a negative phrase or any negative examples. He never say bad thing bout others. He tried very much not to say our managers are monsters. Never say we are wrong. He said all the 'moving forward' thing. How to make things better...together.... and I think what I like most bout him is that he never promise that he will give this or that. In other words he dont let us put overly high hope on him alone. It must be a team work thing. As a person who likes to be motivated by someone who knows how to talk and who talk based on experience, I like him. I respect him. He dont tell you what to do. He wants us to understand why we do it. That is more effective. So, thing I learn from him today:

1) Sometimes is not what you say, it is how you say it.
2) Beware of what you wish for. It may come true.
3) Effective communication is very important.
4) Ala....lupa lak... tu jer kot... Hehehhehe

Mak ai! Nk kol 12 dah. Apa la yang wa merapu sini kan. Anyway need to stop. Tomorrow ada bowling tournament kat pyramid. Wa dh kata wa tak reti main pun ada org ajak main. Kalu kalah jgn nak salahkan gua. Ahad lak nk gi Putra Heights. A friend of mine minta tlg buat mekap as her hubby nk buat photoshot for his portfolio. Wa pun buat la amal jariah skit. Lagi pun bole masuk wa punya porfolio gak. Wa kena mekap natural and gothic punk...(camne la gamaknya muka model tu nanti yek). Nanti kan....

Eh lagi satu wa tak paham and malas nk pahamkan diri. FB nih. The day before yesterday I cleared my requests tinggal bout 174. Pastu yesterday tertiba tambah to 209. Tadi wa bukak Fb mau nk tertonjol mata wa. 354!!! gila byk. Amenda la korang2 anto kat wa nih? Pening la. Wa rasa ajaran terkurang lak kalu wa ignore semua. Kesian penat2 korang dok depan pc, pilih muka wa, click send, tunggu jap... alih2 smpi kat wa, kena ignore. Tu yang wa tak smpi hati. Tapi nk buat camne. Korang ada idea tak?? Tolong wei!!