"As Is"

This was the conversation on 26th August between me and my officemate, Jeff, at the hospital less than 24 after the surgery.

Me: Jeff, Mr Ho berlakon kat TV yek?
Jeff: Berlakon. Citer apa?
Me: Tah... Something to do with Clear...shampoo Clear. If I' not mistaken the title is GODA..or something....
Jeff: Goda?? (giggling). Dia nk goda sapa? Naper I tak penah tau pun citer tu.
Me: Ala tu citer baru...kat 8TV. I baru bgn tido time tu... tetiba ternmpk kat TV. I ingat I mimpi. Tapi rasanya betul la MR. Ho.
Jeff: U miss him ke smpi nmpk dia kat TV. Hihihihih
Me: Bukan la... I rasa betul I nmpk dia
Jeff: Ye la. Nnt I balik ofis I bgtau dia u rindu sgt kat dia smpi nmpk dia kat TV...
Me: I nmpk dia laaaaaa.......

So today masa tgh boring... terjumpa la citer GODA kat 8TV online. Memang SAH!!. Mr Ho yg berlakon dlm tu (Epi 3). Dgn swift dia lagik. So sesapa nk tgk Mr. Ho kat Goda, gi la here. Click kat All shows, pilih Goda.

Selamat Menonton!!!!

Kakak punya:

Basically sama cam adik. Except from me. Kakak nk 'Emergency Cart Set'- Ala2 set doktor2 nih la...

Since dah beli utk anak menakan yg pompuan ni... Tetiba teringat lak kat anak menakan yang boys tu. Jarang dpt hadiah dari Bie ni. Esp Nassar. So carik2 la benda yg kot2 dorang suka...:

Naffzan dpt Radio Control Batmobile and since abg dia dapat 'car' Nassar pun dpt 'Shackin' Wacky Sounds Driver'.

On 24th August, dlm kol 6 ptg gi 'check in' kat SMC. Kalu la bole masuk malam...mmg sehabis2 malam la nk masuk. Tapi memikirkan kena posa la segala bagai... masuk la ptg. So posa start kol 12 mlm sebab scheduled to operate around 8 am the next day.


Esoknya at 8 am dorang dah soh tukar baju... dah dibawak ke OT (Dewan pembedahan). Dari wad dah ada 2 nurse tnya mcm2 soklan. Nama sapa? Bila last mkn? Sapa sign borang nih? Dah baca surat bius? Blah blah blah... Smpi lak kat OT tu sorang lagi staff kat situ tnya benda yg sama. Jawab jer la. They are just doing their job. Sementara tunggu DR yang patut buat ku pengsan and DR yg patut mengoperate hidungku, dorang letak kat holding area. Tunggu punya tunggu smpi jadi heran. Apsal aku tak berdebar2? Selalu benda2 camni mesti aku rasa semacam. Tapi tah...relaks jer... Tepat kol 8.20am, nurse kat depan tu dpt call. Tetiba i feel strange. Bunyi cam pelik jer. True enuff, yg call tu DR Hazim. Dia nk postponed the op sebab MIL dia jatuh and pengsan. No wonder la relaks jer... So hantar balik masuk wad.


Kuar jer dari OT ocha dah tunggu. Aik? Hmm.. Tak jadik. DR Hazim ada emergency. Postpone esok. Lepas tukar balik baju, dorang hantar breakfast. So bila dh nmpk mknan (2 keping roti ngan milo je pun) belasah la mkn. Around 8.45 dah settle mkn semua. About one hour later, sorang misi ni masuk ( I think she's Indian from India coz her English not that good - what more her BM kan?) asking me dh mkn ke belum. I said dah la.. Rugi la tak mkn kan. Dh org bagi... Amik jer la.. Rupanya dia tnya tu sebab kalu I tak mkn lagik DR Hazim 'ajak' operate skrg. So since I dah mkn.. operation will be at 3pm. So 'puasa' la lagi sekali before operate.

So around 3 pm smpi la kat OT tu (lagi sekali). Masuk je pintu tu nmpk DR Hazim. Tetiba...dup dap dup dap. HA!! confirm operate nih. Tetiba berdebar. Masuk jer terus ke holding area and terus disoal jawab by DR Zul (tukang bagi pengsan). From holding area terus ke BILIK BEDAH 3. Dup dap dup dap lagik. Camno la rupenyer tmpt org operate. The moment I dok jer kat tmpt nk operate tu org semua tgh busy gler buat apa tah. Masa tu la mulut ni terkumat kamit baca apa yg patut. Later I saw Dr Zul amik my left hand and dah nk start cucuk apa yang patut. While waiting for him to carik urat yg mana patut cucuk, one nurse came to me and put the mask. She said it oxigen. "Nafas cam biasa ye". Camne nk nafas cam biasa. My nose block. So kena nafas kot mulut. Tgh elok2 nafas tetiba.... Eh, pesal aku rasa semacam ni. Intai2 Dr Zul dah cucuk... Oooo camni rasa bila kena bius...(sempat lagi pikir camtu hahahah). E eh... apsal rasa semacam ni mcm semacam jer... Ehh...ehhh....eh.... LUP!!!!!! GELAP............


Eh rasa nk batuk lak... Batuk la... Uhuk..(batuk pun cam nk tak nak). Uhuk lagik... sambil mencuba sedaya upaya nk bukak mata. Ya Allah...apsal berat mata nih? Bukak mata jer berair. Mencurah2 air mata. Bila lak aku nangis? Naper aku nangis??. Aku kat mana nih... ?? Tetiba dengar cam ada baby nangis... Oooo... kat holding room. Baru lepas operate. Operate? Apa jadi kat hidung aku? Nk pegang hidung tapi tangan ni nk angkat Ya Allah punya la beratt!!!. Naper rasa semacam nih? Tak suka nyer... It's like my mind is working but not the body. Lemah ya amat. Tetiba kedengaran 'Pn Safwin'...Puan dah sedar?... (hangguk mana panggil aku puan nih... aku lom kawin la).. tapi sempat gak menggangguk... Hehehhe..'Tak pe. Puan rehat dulu yer. Nanti kita masuk wad'. Ha... pape jer la... Nk rehat pun tak bole... asyik nk batuk jer.. Tekak punya la perittttttt!!! Hidung??? Alhamdulilah... mmg tak sakit. Cuma rasa 'berat'. Walaupun dlm keadaan sedar tak sedar, sempat kedengaran 'Ma, BB mana ma?' (or something like that - tapi suara tu mmg kenal sangat esp bila dgr terjerit2-hahahah). Oh! My dearest nieces and my sis tgh tunggu kat luar... cepat la bawak kuar... malas dh nk tunggu kat sini. Uhuk! Uhuk! Uhuk lagik...


Ok puan, nk naik sekarang? Saya panggil kan nurse ye...Sekejap. About less than 3 minutes that nurse pun sampai. The moment pintu OT tu bukak, I saw my nieces, ocha and yah. The first question my nieces tnya. 'Bie kata nk buang hidung, tu ada lagi' (I told them that DR kena buang hidung I. That's why kena operate) Hahahah... I gelak jer. Tetiba kakak tnya.. 'Naper bie nangis'. Bie tak nangis pun kakak.. mata berair jer.


(Adik mengintai dari pintu bilik op - Mana Bie nih, lamanyaaa!!!)





(Kakak pun join sama intai)

(Baru kuar OT - Muka (esp hidung) kembang semangkuk!!)

So on 27th, as DR Hazim promised, bole balik. Tapi walaupun dah discharge, my nose still bleeding and my tekak is damn so sakit. Nk minum pun payah. Cuma hari ni selepas 2 hari puasa... alhamdulilah dah bole mkn skit. But nose? Still ada darah skit2 and berair jer. But getting better. On this 4th, I have my second appoitment (after the op) dgn DR Hazim. Hope semua will be ok.

(Nurse Bazleen smpi tertido jaga patient....heheheh)

"Acute on CRS"

'alam maya' menyatakan:

Acute: Of abrupt onset, in reference to a disease. Acute often also connotes an illness that is of short duration, rapidly progressive, and in need of urgent care.

Rhino-sinusitis is an inflammatory process involving one or more of the paranasal sinuses that usually follows an allergic reaction or viral upper respiratory infection. In some cases, rhino-sinusitis may occur due to increased production of bacteria on the surface of the sinus cavities.
Technically there is no difference between Rhino-sinusitis and nasal polyps, though a slight distinction is made that nasal polyps are a worst case scenario of the condition of rhino-sinusitis. Rhino-sinusitis refers to the inflammation of the tissues of the nose (rhino-) and sinuses. Nasal Polyps (tissue swellings) can form within the nose and sinuses, these are responsible for many symptoms described by patients with chronic rhino-sinusitis.

Chronic rhino-sinusitis is the inflammatory and infection that concurrently affects the nose and para-nasal sinuses. Chronic Rhino-sinusitis is a debilitating form of sinusitis that can lead to significant physical symptoms as well as substantial functional and emotional impairment.
Chronic Rhino-sinusitis may become extensively painful and tissues of nose (rhino) may swell since this condition lasts for longer than 12 weeks. In chronic rhino-sinusitis, a long duration of the following symptoms is typical and may be present:
*Nasal polyps
*Cystic fibrosis
*Nasal obstruction

Chronic Rhinosinusitis is a persistent inflammation and swelling of the membrane and tissue lining the nose, sinuses and their connecting channels. The definition of a chronic nasal and sinus disorder is a combination of symptoms, persisting more than 12 weeks. Nasal symptoms occur due to tissue swelling within our nose while sinus symptoms occur due to blockage of the osteomeatal channels which will block air flow and mucous drainage. Chronic Rhinosinusitis can improve briefly, however it does not go away completely even with many different medications and longer periods of treatment. Therefore, this "blockage" tends to be permanent and causes symptoms to persist and linger. In fact, these symptoms may be less obvious to an individual than those that occur with acute Rhinosinusitis. However, they can impact on our quality of life significantly

Pansinusitis : inflammation of all of the paranasal sinuses.
Pansinusitis is usually the result of infection rather than allergy, and in extreme cases may require surgery.

Akhir kata, the operation is scheduled on Monday 25/8/08 at 8:30 am @ Selangor Medical Centre.

Baru ku tahu betapa bohsannya tak keje. Pelik tul. Time keje paler ni asyik la nk cuti. Asyik la kata bosannyer keje. Tapi bila kena cuti camni... Aduhai... Bosan gak.

I was on MC since Monday 11/8/08. Masa tu demam. Selasa admitted to SMC. Demam panas a.k.a Viral Fever. Ingat kan biasa la. Ye la...skrg ni kan musim demam2. So standard la demam tu kan. Kita ikut musim gak la. Admitted dlm kol 11 p.m. Setia Ocha ngan Azul teman kat SMC tu smpi admitted. Kalu ikutkan mmg nk balik jer. Tapi mmg tak larat gler time tuh. Masa amik darah kat A&E tu doctor kata normal. Uiighh!! Lega. Jangan la kena denggi lagi. Dah penah sekali kena serik beb!!. Naik lunyai badan kena denggi. Tapi viral fever pun ala2 denggi gak. Letih gak menahan sakit. Lepas A&E dorang bawak gi masuk wad. Sekali tu Ocha kata dapat Dr. Shaikh. Macam penah ku dgr nama tuh. Kawan papa rupanya. Kawan surau jln jingga. Aduh. Baru ingat nk dpt doc 'wangi' tu. (Doc masa kena denggi. Wangi seh... masa buat wad visit belum sampai dah bole 'bau' dia...hahahaha)

Dr. Shaikh cek punya cek and kata...panas nih. (kalu tak takan admitted kan). Terus kena drip and ubat antibiotik yg dicucuk kedlm drip. (Ada sorang nurse tu gila kasar... sakit gler masa boh antibiotik tu. Yg lain ok jer. Yg sorang ni ha... tension jer).

Esoknya Dr Shaikh datang balik. Biasa la Doc kena visit at least 2 kali sehari. Bila dia datang cek my tekak merah bak delima. Selsema bagai nk rak. Dia pun heran. Terus I was refer to doc ENT. Masa tu dlm hati kata... ENT? Dr. Soni? Hmmm... Belasah jer la. Sebelum Dr. Shaikh blah dia kata i will refer you to dr. Hazim. Dr. Hazim??? Tak penah dgr pun. Hmm.. .Pape jer la.. belasah. Oh! before that Dr. Shaikh soh gi buat x-ray. X-RAy??? Terconfuse kejap. Demam pun kena gi x-ray ker? Bukannya eksiden or patah kaki. Eh! halo!! Dah doc suruh tu buat jer la... Degil!!!... OK...OK...

Lepas xray smpi mmg sah lagi nyata la kena refer trus ke ENT. Kena buat CT Scan la plak. Pe hal la plak nih kan smpi scan2. Lepas result scan kuar (time ni demam dah kebah..cuma hingusan jer mencurah2 and muntah tak renti2). Dr. Hazim announce that I have a Chronic Pansinusitis. Dlm erti kata lain sinus yang agak kronik and need to be operated ASAP. Aduh!! Bila tahun lak aku ada sinus nih. Tak penah tau ada sinus tup tup terus kena operate. hmm.. 'Doktor saya nk balik bole tak'? Balik? Hmmm.. selalunya kalu kes camni kena terus operate. Tak pe la.. Awak balik dulu. Pikir dulu. Mkn ubat dulu.. Rabu nnt datang balik. Saya KIV awak nyer operation.

Masa tu pikir nk balik jer. Malas nk pikir pasal sinus ni. Kalu ikutkan tak la baik sangat lagik. Jln pun terhuyung hayang lagik. Tapi malas (or takut) nk operate punya pasal...balikkkkkk...heheheh.

Tapi kejap je dah rabu. I have appointment with Dr. Hazim tomorrow. And I need to be prepared to be operated ASAP. Apa2 pun need to be done before puasa starts. Which is less than 2 weeks. Kalu operate... hmmm... lagi lama la MC (home rest)... Bole ke tahan lama2 dok umah nih?? Aduhhh!!!